I just realised the actual concept of this blog, why I made it and why it's so addictive. It's a way for me to record my thoughts regarding myself and the world around me - the parts of it that interest me, at least - in an attempt to better myself. To see what I know and what I don't, to reflect upon my hopes and fears, and, as several really anonymous alcoholics would put it, to find "the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference". Like a prayer (thank you, Madonna).
I'm not exactly sure who it's addressed to. It could be the ones whom I'd like to get to know me better, like my parents or my imaginary future fans... It could be an invisible therapist-god... It could be myself... or all of the above, and anyone else who cares to join the party. But it's a mystery, a monster or a spirit, a trip Back to the Future through my past and present.
This post is an attempt to name it, using its true name, and thus, according to Ursula LeGuin's Earthsea novels, gain control over it. I really hope it works.
- And yes, you guessed correctly, this is an 80's themed post... Guess what else was born in the 80's... Yours Truly -